I’m still bothered by what he did for me. I have no idea really why he did that. I was kinda confused and curious. I really thought that after my last text on him, he would just erase my number like he did before. Perhaps, he misunderstood my last text (I was kinda saying goodbye to him but not directly saying the word “goodbye”). I just don’t wanna dwell on the idea that he still cares for me. It’s just really sooo impossible. Or maybe, he wanna make “bawi”?? But, no.. That’s really awkward. To be honest, I was doing really okay, like little by little I’m forgetting everything about him, until I received that text from convergys. I didn’t come on the day of the interview. Why? Look, they specifically said on the text that I should at least reached 2 years in college (as if I finish my first year in college). And most of all, does he honestly think that it’s really okay for me to see him everyday, if I ever get that job, like nothing ever happened?? But I really appreciated that. It’s just… I don’t want any news, details or contact about him for now.. And I just don’t wanna accept any help from him because it’s not really his obligation. For now, magkanya-kanya muna. And it doesn’t mean that I’m still holding a grudge on him (I am telling you.. I am already done with that and it didn’t actually help). I’ve forgiven him already and he knew it.. but I hope he’ll understand that it’s not really easy to forget. 

I received a text message from Convergys telling that they are urgently hiring for call center agents and I have invited by one of their agent for an interview tomorrow. I was kinda shocked ‘cause I changed my mobile number. And I was so sure that I haven’t yet updated my resume online. And I thought that maybe it is a kind of scam or whatsoever. But I already have a feeling about who actually gave my number (which is sooo impossible). So what I did was, I replied and asked how they get my number. That moment, I assumed that they won’t text me back. But then, my phone vibrated and I read it. So my hunch was right.. that I was actually referred by him. It stuns me a bit. Why on earth would he do that?? I am trying to move on and then here he goes again. Didn’t our friendship end already?? #curious #confuse